Thanks everyone for your thoughts - gratefully received.
And no, quitting the guild isn't an easy option. We are a small guild with barely enough players to mount a kara run - and it's run by my brother. Dum dum durrrrm.
Plus, most of us have been MMO together since way back when, so flouncing off stage left isn't the way to go. For the most part, these are my friends.
However... this business with the "raid leader" (who I dont know that well) is bothering me. It's not been a hot topic of discussion, that I'm aware of. He told me recently that in his "vast experience" Pally's couldnt tank Kara, I told him to quit with the BS and laughed, you know, all friendly like, but firm nonetheless.
Anyway, I've started a discussion on our guild boards about pally tanks and plan to hit 5-mans with the guild real hard to a) learn and b) show em what we're made of.
I won't respec and if push comes to shove - you know "you heal or you dont come" then that's the decision made. Not going to Kara doesnt mean I have to leave the guild - it's only a game after all
Thanks again all, you've cheered me up with your support!
BTW, I hit 490 defence today. Woot!
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